another ordinary day ahead???
well, there’s nothing much since i woke up…my phone alarmed at around 6:10 am..i had trouble reaching out my phone to ignore the alarm…i woke up anyway after much struggle to get up and turn the phone off…i thought i should finish all the things i left undone last night..i was really damn tired i could not even afford to open my eyes last night…. lol*** anyways, after switching the phone off i didn’t find it hard to close my eyes again, reach for my blanket, wrap it around me and hug my pillow…i did sleep overtime for another hour and a half…i woke up again quarter to 8 c0z i hafta wake my cousin up for her seminar…i thought she said she needs to be in school by 8…
so we had coffee, some bread and talked about alot of "nonsense" things…just like the ol’ days…i miss her….she just came back yesterday…so we did some catching up…
after breakfast i took a bath and changed my clothes…went to emall…bought some necessities…then went back home…read some notes about diuretics…then changed again to my school uniform and hurried myself to school…only to find out we don’t have a class…and our attendance was just to be checked… lol*** while the others are in the midst of their beautiful dreams we had to wake up and drag ourselves to school for nothing… that was great… LOL*** can’t be any better, ayt??
i can’t blame my clinical instructor though..i guess much as she want to she wasn’t permitted by the admin to have a lecture today…it’s supposed to be a holiday… they’re clelebrating their alumni anniv today…i guess…
anywayz, i guess i should just head home…..mom might comeover this afternoon… well i hope so.. i miss her…haven’t seen her for a month now..
and speaking of my mom, i would just like to apologise (to both of ‘em) for not talking or texting last week…i may have been busy but i was not that busy to text r call you..truth is, i was just mad for letting me babysit my 16-year-old brother…lol*** i don’t know what to do with him…well right now you don’t need to worry…we’re on speaking terms….back to normal..anyways, sorry..i just came to realise that i don’t have the right to be mad at you in any way coz i know, in my right mind, that you are both trying to give me the best that you could to support me, my studies, my living and everything that goes by and about me..i’m so sorry…i was not mature enough to analyze the sitz that i’m in and why i should look after my bro..after all, he’s all i got…don’t have a freakin’ choice… lol*** nah, i’m not bitter anymore… and yeah, i hope to do good in what i’m doing…i miss you both….
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